I honesty don't think I have ever been more confused than I am right now. Have you ever gotten to a point where you think of something and then it leads to another thing and another and then you just can't even think of anything? Well, I have. Have you ever thought of something,
know what you should do don't even know what you should do and can't even think of where to begin? I have. I'm so confused right now that I don't even know how to explain how I am confused. I don't even know what to write. I was driving home from Marissa's house and all of a sudden got sad, mad, confused, etc all at once. So I just drove. I was mostly mad. But I have no idea what I was mad about!!! I just sung Payphone at the top of my lungs and tried to think but couldn't. Thinking is for losers anyways. Just kidding. I want to think and I want to know what to do but I can't because there is so much to think about and so many things to do. What is this madness??? I think I would probably express a lot more if no one read this but I think some people actually do read this. If I did express more it would make no sense because it doesn't even make sense in my head. At all.
Tomorrow I will be in the library all day like a mad woman.
Don't bother me because I like people. Text me just to say hi. Bring me candy and start a conversation. (only if I know you...creeps) And most importantly, help me. If you are good at advice, come talk to me. Only if you can find me in the library. Or text, or call. ;al sk jd f;laeg;oiasdja;skdjf iaw;gj ;ajsd;f YEP.
I feel like if I were to put a random picture of me right here it would be like I was mourning my death or something. Weird.
By the way, this post isn't just about one thing. It is about school, life, medicine, money, jobs, love, life, friends, and life. The "lifes" are definitely different aspects of life. One is growing up, one is not knowing how to grow up, and the last is not wanting to grow up.
What?
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