I don't know.

I DO know that today will be another horrible day like yesterday except that I am getting my blessing from God today. I'm already tearing up just thinking about it! I'm so excited!


I DON'T know why my stomach has been feeling like there is an animal growing inside it.
I don't know why my car won't start after I just got it fixed.
I don't know why bad things happen to me.
I don't know why I've had to deal with so much crap in the past few days.
I don't know what my sister is sending me in the mail.
I don't know why people grow apart.
I don't know what math homework is due on tuesday.
I don't know why it's so hard for me to see the good in people.
I don't know why I see the worst in every situation.


I DO know that God has a reason for everything he throws at people. So God, throw it at me.