Hopeless.

Sometimes I get in this mood. And it sucks. It sucks when you like a guy but you think you have no chance with him. Then you think okay maybe it could work but one of your best guy friends basically tells you that it will never work because there is another girl in the picture even tho he doesn't even really know it. No one knows. Guys suck. I should just go on a BOYcott with dani girl but I can't. I want a boy, a good boy in my life that I actually am really happy with and feel really happy about. Too bad boys are hard to read and some boys don't like texting and some boys want the girl to make the first move and some boys don't want to date before their mission and some boys won't ask girls on dates and all boys suck. Too bad you can never tell what kind of boy he is.

So now I am just waiting. Not trying anything and see if he even notices.

In the end, God knows who you need to be with and he will make that guy available for you so you don't need to worry about it right? 


Sometimes I feel like there is no one to turn to. Because my best friend is asleep.


Sorry for this really negative post. I had to let it out.